It's so funny how ppl know how it feels getting hurt, and yet they still inflict the same pain on others.
Do we say this is ironic?
Anyway, who am i to preach on matters like these.
I may just be one of those i abhor..without even realising it.
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Oh well.
Holidays are ending..
I've changed my mind after reading somebody's blog.
I realise that i should be looking forward to TPJC, and i am now.
Everything will be fun.
The people, the orientation, everything.
So right now, i guess i dont care whether the holidays end today or next wk, the excitement of a new sch is bubbling within me. (Sounds wrong =\)
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I really wished my parents had sent me to my grandma when i was young, instead of passing me on to a maid.
Not that i minded her, i loved her a lot.
I even went against my mother on many accounts in order to defend my maid.
Thinking back, i do regret that action, but what's done is alrdy done huh.
Anyway, if they had handed me to Popo.
Maybe things would have been different.
I wouldn't be experiencing the frustrations of not being able to communicate in DECENT hainanese, or not being able to speak any dialect at all.
The only things i know how to say is, "eat already", "i can take myself", "bathe already", "come home already".
Pathetic i know.
And i think i wont be able to master this dialect, ever.
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On a last note,
My sis is leaving at the end of Jan.
For a whole year.
I dont like it when one of my family members leave..it feels like something's missing.
I hope my mum would allow me to pon sch to follow them to Melbourne.
Not that ive asked her already..but i will get to it soon. heh.
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It's been pouring endlessly.
I think the weather has some sort of tranquil effect on me, allowing me to slp on and on.
I love rain and all, heck if i could hav my way, i would choose for singapore to rain all year.
But im a little desperate for a bit of sunshine now.
All this sleepiness is making me TOO lethargic for my own good.
Like now....
